Since I have to rest today and I won't get my exhausted feeling for another hour I thought I would update my blog. It's my way of keeping some type of journal.
Too say the least, Zander is a Daddies boy. He hardly has had anything to do with me for the past several months. But last night he went too far. Daniel needed to severely do his homework project and it was 8:30pm. Zander kept getting out of bed and wanting Daniel to hold him. So I let Daniel do his work and I sat in there on the floor with Zander in bed. He did NOT like that. Or should I say... he did NOT like ME! I tried to talk to him, sing songs to him, ask him fun questions that he usually can't help but answer... nothing. He just stared up and full on ignored me. I gave him kisses and he WIPED THEM OFF! I would softly touch his face or belly and he would push my hand away. Needless to say, with all my crazy hormones and things like this happening a lot lately, I cried. I sat there on the floor and cried as my 2 year old ignored me 100%. I composed myself and sat there quietly for a few more minutes. He just stared up, never looking at me or saying a word. I told him I was going to bed now and that I loved him... only to watch him roll over... turning his back to me. Yah. I lost it. That just broke my heart. I know it's a faze he must be going through but my gosh.
This morning he woke up and walked right past me. Great, I thought. Another bad day. But as I lay on the couch watching him eat his breakfast, he finished and came and sat with me. Boy did that make me feel better! He gave me big hugs and a kiss. Was he just over tired last night or something? It was horrible! It hurt so bad! He's still all over Daniel but at least I got a hug and kiss today! Whew!
As for this last week of bed rest... I felt like the movie Office Space with all the SAME things happening. But I sure needed the sleep! I am feeling much better physically. I still have 5 more days of bed rest then we go to get another Sonogram done to see what's going on. Shane wants to go with me this time so I am going to take him. He is very curious about baby things and doctor things. I wonder if he'll be a baby doctor or something when he grows up.
As for planning for these two babies coming to us, the only thing really that is going to be a major issue will be getting an 8 passenger vehicle. We are waiting to buy one around October/November. Will be fun! There are a lot of choices out there. Thank goodness my dad works for Ford! Other than the car, everything else I believe will just fit into place as it comes. I'm not worried about anything at all. I have such wonderful helpful friends and family if I ever needed help.
We are still planning to go on our week long trip to San Diego AND driving back there two weeks later for the Depeche Mode concert. Crazy. I'm excited though. Shane is too! He loves watching the the DVD of them live. I think he really likes when Martin sings. He really picks up on the details of their music... just like his Mommy :-)
I am very sad Jackson died. I think that's a shame. Sure he had his problems, but don't we all in some way or another? He sure was talented! I would have LOVED to see him in concert! I do have to say, there were a lot of songs I didn't care for, but boy the dozen or so that I do like are fabulous!
I love the spirit of Sundays. I love that I don't have to work around the house and that it's quiet and peaceful. I LOVE that I get to see Daniel so much and have him around. Thought I'd throw that in there. Well, I'm sure there is more I could type about but I am drawing a blank here. So I will post again probably next Sunday to fill in with the results of the sonogram.
Have a HAPPY 4th!
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